My most aha moments come in active meditation—walking, swimming, even trail riding on horseback and lately riding behind my husband on our motorcycle. The movement, the connection with the elements of air, water, earth helps me “dive” into my inner knowing. I call it mining my DNA. The easiest way I mine my DNA is to swim in an infinity pattern (a figure eight) in our pool. I swim underwater allowing the sensory deprivation to carry me into my genetic memory.

My belief is that our truth is within our DNA. While our DNA holds our biochemical inheritance—our eye color, body type, blood type– it also carries information important to our soul journey.

If genetics—the chromosomes and genes of our DNA—are what is physically expressed, mimetics —the music or vibration of our DNA—is what is spiritually expressed. Think of it as ancestral memory or even karmic imprints.

The Akash is the “record” of our spiritual experience. One we can access by ourselves or with an escort. Usually the escort is a psychic who has practiced tuning in to another’s akashic records. Until recently, I have never had a formal escort into my Akash.

As synchronicity would have it, I was contacted by a follower of this blog who wanted me to meet a woman who did Akashic readings. As a holistic healer, I have had offers like this before but this one intrigued me. So I checked out this woman who called herself the rock whisperer and felt moved to experience a reading.

So on May Day, I had an Akashic reading over the phone with Krista Mitchell.

It was one of the most loving, affirming, positive experiences I have ever known. I have had experiences with psychics before…when I established my integrative medical practice the spiritual gurus seemed to come out of the woodwork seeking my hormonal expertise and wanted to barter with me…yet none were as loving.

Krista began in prayer before “opening my records”. I was greeted with much emotion, with images of Dove and Fawn, and awash with kindness, gentleness, caring. It was reaffirmed for me that I’ve been a healer many, many lifetimes. I was “shown” how the pink soul path of divine love has been my existence this lifetime. This felt true to me. I’ve always felt loved, beloved, and tend to come from my heart in negotiating my way through the world.

And I was reminded to ASK.

Healers tend to give and give of their own resources. We rarely ask for help and when we do, we are barely open to receive it.

I was asked if I had any pain in my left lower back. And yes, I did, very much so. In fact just after scheduling this reading, my back went out…severe spasm on my left lumbar sacral area. I had been dealing with nerve impingement in my right leg and right arm and have had much body work, yet this back spasm nearly took me out.

And this pain in my back was keeping me from moving forward.

Last year, I finally finished my second book—LOVEDANCE OF THE MAGDALEN—got it edited and released it for feedback just before going to Europe on a long promised trip with our grown children in celebration of their college graduations. We had an amazing journey to our mother lands of Italy and Greece, then shipped the kids back home and spent our 30th anniversary in the South of France. Here my beloved husband escorted me through the legendary path of Mary Magdalen.

When we returned, I spent time recording my Magdalen journey, waited for my blurb writers to finish reading the manuscript, and ordered a new batch of my nutraceutical product—Genesis Gold. I taught a long awaited neuro-immune-endocrine course for my nurse practitioner colleagues through the early fall. Then my manufacturer closed its doors and filed bankruptcy…before completing our batch of Genesis Gold. We were completely out of stock.

I spent a month trying desperately to find a new manufacturer. Finally I got down on my knees and prayed for guidance…I needed to ask for help from my patients and customers. So with great difficulty, I explained the situation and asked for prayer and positive energy to find a manufacturer and support me in court as I tried to get our deposit back.

From that moment forth, I was carried by loving energy all through the fiasco until I finally found a manufacturer and waited months to receive a new batch of Genesis Gold. One of my patients expressed surprise that my other patients and customers might not help me. And I replied, “I know they love and support me, yet I have a hard time asking for anyone’s help and more so, receiving it.” Even when I’m getting body work, I feel my therapists’ energy and spend the time counseling them instead of just relaxing and receiving.

So all this time LOVEDANCE OF THE MAGDALEN was put on the back burner. Once I received the shipment of Genesis Gold and got all our presales mailed out, I thought for sure I would be able to move forward and find an agent for my book. Yet fear settled in, my neck and back went out, and I just couldn’t move.

So divine orchestration set up this meeting with Krista. And forced me to be still and receive. My daughter’s wedding dress needed to be picked up that same day, so I was sitting in the back seat of her car just listening to the counsel that came through Krista.

The “guardians of my Akash” helped me clear the energetic block in my back. I was also encouraged to “ASK” for divine assistance through direct prayer. And I was greatly encouraged to “PUBLISH IT”! I was “told” the world needs to be shown this Divine Feminine Way of accessing Source.

Since then my back is getting better, my fear dissolving with every heartfelt prayer, and I finally wrote a query letter that I believe captures the essence of this book.

LOVEDANCE OF THE MAGDALEN will break open an ancient archetype to unveil the true power of the Divine Feminine. It is time. My pink heart path is shifting to one of emerald green as I fly from my home nest of Ojai and bring my Divine Feminine truth into the world.

Thank you, Krista, for reminding me how loved I am.

Now I ASK, you, my beloved readers, to send prayers and positive energy as I launch this process in finding the right agent who will bring us to the right publisher, who will then put LOVEDANCE OF THE MAGDALEN out into the world so that the Divine Feminine is graciously received.

Love and Light,
Deborah